Jade is most probably a high functioning borderline with ADD. Officially diagnosed as BPD...but I am not 100% sure of that diagnosis.
She is one of the very few BPDs who understands their disorder. A multi-talented person.. covering lot of fields including the art of seduction. She could be diabolical at times and could be naive at times. She hates Obama, loves capitalism and could be a closet racist. Sometimes, she contradicts herself and sometimes..I have no idea what she is talking about. Visually, I think her mind is a combination of escher and dali.
Her life in quotes:
I wasn't born a rebel, but my life would be somewhat similar to this innocent girl locked inside sitting in a corner by the window all alone talking to birds while watching her parents argue ALL throughout the day and night not realizing that there's another soul living in the house until she gets to high school only to realize that her innocence led to threat and torture by perverts, crying not being an option and not wanting to be a coward to end it all, learned to take matters in her own hands, one instance being 'Touch me and I'd slit your throat' - lessons learned to be emotionally independent, say "Screw You" if circumstances ask for it...
Somewhere within me, there's a girl living in fairy tales chasing true love - I'd be willing to change my life around for him not because I need him emotionally or financially but because I am incomplete without him my heart stops beating..
despite of knowing what i am doing, i cant help it its more like trying to survive than anything else by doing this trying to not feel what i feel
I've found and lost love .
I dont think she'll ever care abt u anymore, she wont give a damn whether u live or die... thats how they are with their exs
no matter what I do.... no matter how much I try or not try... it's not going to stop... ever... like you're living in a hell... all your life ... thats exactly why I dont want to live... but I dont wanna commit suicide either....
it's easier to just do it... anything to stop feeling this way i dont know how to explain it to u there were times i felt like i was the female version of jesus carrying all the sins over my shoulders... like all these emotions i couldnt take it doesnt stop but once in a while, it stops and i feel like i am on ecstasy
he can do whatever he wants to me as long as he doesn't leave me
when I talk to people and I want to talk to them.... my emotions are blank...its my head doing all the talking and too busy to scan for emotions
I can tell u one thing, the answers that I give u today might not be the answers that i have for u tomorrow....cause they're not based on what i feel.... they're based on how i think
I use guys to feel something... for love, the care... all those things... it's like an obsession for some time... and then it becomes a torture
I love eggplant parmesan
some women look for prince charming... some for knight in shining armor... i am the kind that goes for the latter
I cant control my anger
I personally hate sympathy i'd much rather have people think I am the bad person intead of feeling sorry for me
I personally hate sympathy i'd much rather have people think I am the bad person intead of feeling sorry for me
I dont know anything about normal emotions...mine feels like new emotions... like I am not sure what they are... like i am absorbing strange unknown very intense emotions and I am not sure what they are... like when normal people are sad... they know why they're sad... or what they feel... I don't....
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you scared every one. They are not sure whether to kill you or save you..interesting dilemma!
scared everyone?? lol... what?
you might wanna change "as long as he doesn't leave me" to "as long as he loves me"... your character is a borderline with narcissistic traits, remember? :P
she'll stray or even leave if she gets the slightest sense of "perceived" abandonment...
"I can tell u one thing, the answers that I give u today might not be the answers that i have for u tomorrow....cause they're not based on what i feel.... they're based on how i think"
now it all makes sense...:))
I don't know why do we name it as a disease when someone behaves differently from the majority. We have to look at the heart of the person and not the symptoms.
Think of what would Jesus do in this situation. He will probably have a nice chat with her and accept her wholly.
Psychologists invent every other disease for behaviors like these. The world works differently. Christ works differently.
This woman needs to understand how much Jesus loves her.
Jesus said "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."
Can someone tell her the true identity of Christ?
"Can someone tell her the true identity of Christ?"
Nuren, you talk as if you know everything about the world and Christ... which is way beyond every human's imagination...
and you read a few lines about this character and already came to a conclusion about her faith and her identity.
If you really know how the world works, then you might want to think from another plane of existence... and not tell her what she already knows.
Another plane of existence? Please suggest what is that.
I did not come to any conclusion about her faith or identity.
Yes,I know very little. I am only trying to feel compassion towards the other person. It is not sympathy. It is only empathy.
Nuren..I think '...' is a born Christian..and I think jesus christ works as a psychologist...atleast temporarily..
Jade? She gave you that name? Jade is not a borderline - What other mess has she gotten me or herself into?
and I'll be back to ask you to take down this post...
The fact that you want to take it down..itself....
nevermind..what ever u say..
what are you talking about?
lolz..
getting a feeling that this post will live foreva..
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